“Why haven’t you cut your arm off?”
The boy
watched the cinders of the fire rise towards the leaves. Occasionally he would
close his eyes and listen to the crack of the kindling. Marra pulled the scarf
tighter around her throat. The skin on her forearms goosed. Hairs on end. Marra
stood up and walked towards the animal carcass.
“Help
me with the dog.”
They
skewered the animal and placed it above the flames. A crow cried out in the
distance. Marra shuddered for a moment. The boy didn’t seem to notice. The
forest was everywhere. Occasionally the weathered remains of an old building
greyed the green surroundings. Covered in roots and ivy they were easy to miss
though sometimes finding them could prove invaluable. Most often wanderers of
the forests died. It was hard to live long enough to starve but dehydration was
a severe threat. Man had once been king of the food chain. No living human was
old enough to recall that time. Wanderers used the buildings as camps leaving
behind goods after death. At first Marra had refused to take these items.
Rarely was a body found inside the camp. She took comfort in believing they
were hunting. That they would be back. After some time she realized that her
chances of survival depended on looting these camps. Marra blamed these actions
on her possession. The Sin’s selfishness. But sometimes, in the quiet moments
before she slept, she accepted the real truth.
The
dog’s red flesh browned. It had been a long time since Marra felt guilt about
eating an animal. The boy was still used to seeing dogs as family pets. He bit
into the meat and chewed. The taste was not bad but it didn’t help his stomach
from trembling as he swallowed.
“How
long are you alone?” Marra didn’t look at him as she asked.
“Maybe
a couple of weeks, I lost track early.”
“Easy
to do.”
“You?”
“Best
part of two years. Give or take.”
“You
haven’t found a town? Even a fort?”
“Many.
It’s hard to get accepted under normal circumstances. People are scared. The
mark makes it impossible.”
Wren
tore another piece from the dog. His sense of guilt yielded to his hunger.
“The
ancients said the Nephilim were the children of fallen angels and the daughters
of men.”
“The
ancients said a lot of things.”
“Do you
believe them?”
Marra
looked at the boy. His eyes gave him away. Those giant black pupils. He might
die without Marra’s help. She might kill him if he stayed with her. She rolled
a piece of the dog on her teeth. Marra didn’t consider whether or not the
ancient’s were right. It didn’t matter to her. Even if the Nephilim that marked
her couldn’t restore her she could get revenge. Or at least die fighting.
Heaven or Hell. Whichever one she ended up in couldn’t be much worse.
“If God
is real he’s got some explaining to do. If he’s not that would explain
everything.”
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